I faked orgasms continuously through my marriage, but I didn’t do that…

I faked orgasms continuously through my marriage, but I didn’t do that as a conscious malicious deception. I simply didn’t know what an orgasm was – I thought it was when you felt really terrific … and what not – like a ‘climax’ of feeling. … And even now I’ll fake an orgasm just to get the whole thing over with…